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Abandoned

Written at Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | back to top

Friendship Quote of The Day:
Good friends are like stars.
You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Hi. I know this topic is a sad entry.
Abandoned. More like left out. Or even doesn't cared by.
Why? I have doubts about my friends.

I'm so sorry if you find this offensive or anything like that,
but I'm just telling what is bugging me ever since you acted that way.
I'm talking 'bout Jia Hui aka Kah Hwee, one of my friend.
*Maybe I should include Kim Mun as well...

I may add that both of them are the closest to me ever since I started college.
But now, I started to have doubts.
I even think that I'm closer than classmates, like Mee Fong.
Both of them, like having their own world.
They kinda ignoring my existence at all sometimes.

I just tag along wherever they go. Same like Suet Yan.
I sometimes felt pity for her. She even more abandoned than I am.
So sometimes, she would rathered join other group of friends than us.

Back to me, I kinda think that Jia Hui doesn't want to be my close friend.
Maybe our physical appearance maybe a major different thing,
I'm tall & fat~ Lol. Which she's short & cute.
But whenever Kim Mun is with us, she'll chat with her...
And I just silent behind them, tagging along.

Even at canteen. She would never ask my opinion on what to eat.
She only ask Kim Mun & their world thing.
Then she'll order for just the 2 of them.
When Kim Mun is not in, especially when she wanted to share food,
she would say, "Owh, Kim Mun is not here so no one can share with me."
But when Sue Li pointed out that she can share food with me, she changes topic.

What she care is, asking my answers, especially for Accounts.
Since I'm the best in class. Erm erm... not bragging...
So that's it.

Sometimes Kim Mun don't mind not asking my opinion.
They decide between themselves & just go.
Then what I can do is blur about the location we're heading & just follow.

I'm so sick of this life. I'm so big-sized, how come you guys think I'm invicible?
Translucent maybe? God!
Maybe you can say I'm over-sensitive.
But I prefer saying myself way too observant.
This is true, not lying. The fact that I didn't join Mee Fong's group often is that
their english not that good, so I can't really communicate with them.
But I tried to speak in Mandarin. Too bad many words I not know of.

Following above's quote, should I say that they're not my good friends?
'Cos I always see them. And they ignore me, sometimes.
Ugh. Okay, let's change topic.

This is a video of my new house.
If you're interested den watch only lar.
'Cos I'm not so sure if you can listen promptly to what I'm saying.
I'm like talking rubbish in the video. Ha ha...

My new house is in Cuepac area, drive past Phoenix Plaza.
My house is under Sunway Cheras. =D

Okay then, that's all.
Chiaoz people... Haih...

Abandoned

Written at Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | back to top

My new house is in Cuepac area, drive past Phoenix Plaza.
My house is under Sunway Cheras. =D

Okay then, that's all.
Chiaoz people... Haih...